just gonna make a post...i'm still wondering should i stop blogging? twitter is enough... : x

went to school as usual, but i was late...today was physics...and i somehow understand wors... :)

break with the usual, and 2nd study period was fun...was like fighting with dinie...btw, it is cuz of the mass convo with the usuals... : D

the outing was canceled, so after school went off to jurong to meet jiasheng tgt with dinie...had late lunch and bought movie tix for Surrogates...and had haagen dazz...actually, i like leh...desserts are always the nicest...but i'm too full after the late lunch, didnt order tgt with crepe or waffle or things liddat... : (

after haagen dazz we went for our movie...errrrr...i shall rate it 3.5/5...not to perfect, but still not bad lars... : x

p.s. rmbr to click on my nuffnang adv...it is on 'The Surrogates' too... :)

catch "The Surrogates" trailer ( 6 )

after movie went down to pm with jiasheng to meet my girls, and tecksoon...i totally got speechless there...i literally loses my face in front of him...haish was..........well, i chose to shut up...alright...

went home at 11pm, and left hse arn 1am to look for them again...i seriously was reluctant...i wanna catch some slp and..........haish...but nvm nars...i promised them i will be down... :)

and today got home abit early...so here i am...

should i close my blog?

p.s. everything made me so speechless...wad should i do? haish everything is not right anymore...it is left...

My emotions were just not right...

A few emotions overtook me today...ranging from happy to speechless to angry to lost to sad and now one final emotion that overtook me is a messed up feeling...

I have changed furthur more, in the sense of my doings...

I have been going out in the late night recently...not exactly bcuz i give face to my frens so i am go down...it is that i just do not wan to be alone...

I suddenly feel a very strong sense of being lonely...and i dislike it...

Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Was it i think too much? And who can I turn this qn to?

There are a number of things planned, lining up to be happen...What if things goes wrong? What if things turn out to be the way i didnt like to see? What should i do? How should i react to it?

I just got the feelings that things are not wad i see on the surface... And it is a very strong feeling...So, what should I do?

I find it a bliss that i've changed...

Went over to Misliah hse for a dinner...though the duration wasnt long, but it was fun actually...I truly enjoy...haha

Misliah small daughter damn cute lors...when Misliah's husband scold her, the reaction she give, the expression she gave...awwwwwwwwwwwww~ my heart melted man...like seriously, it melted...if there was a guy that is as cute as her, omg~ the whole sg girls will be down for him lors...I find her cuter den Mika... : x i only got one photo of her...at the same time i only got one photo of the dinner... : x

you all got to look at her expression when she kena scolding...omg...

My first time going over to a Malay hse and have a meal...but going over to her hse i seriously cnt sense any malay feeling... : x

Guess what is "cheeyu"?
and guess 'Why males fart louder than females?'

hahahahahahahahahaha

I need some light to guide me the way...

Recently i'm really packed with stuffs...With work and with sis's wedding stuffs...I'm really tired...

I feel somehow attatched with the night life I am having...Those night were the only time I find laughters...Although at times my smiles and laughters were fake, but there are still times when I laugh from the bottom of my heart...

I'm really happy that I can laugh, but there were really very little things that are worth the point to laugh...

Smile is easy to fake out, but laugh is difficut...

I want to laugh......

It is the second day and the guilt is still stuck within me...

Has been out in the night more frequently these days...i'm not shock by this...i see this kind of life coming into me, ever since my parents lessen their control on me...

But with this kind of life, my money is burning fatser than before...there are no bus in the night, i only have the choice to walk or to cab...it is only the 15th, and my money is all burned up...on ciggarettes and on cab...not tat much on food anymore...I'll make it up next month man...hopefully I can cut down on the sticks...my sticks will only be here with me when i'm feeling down...

And work is seriously driving me crazy...I am starting to hate my workplace...Should I change a job, or should I not?